Well ... it's like everybody has a certain day when they think about their past ... or just about what they should have done in the past. I'm quite satisfied of my life right now... but if i could change something ... if i could get some of my friends back ... or maybe just know that they are happy ... [without me... ]... it would be perfect... or at least OK.
Yes.. they surely have disappointed me... but ... I feel that i've hurt them ...
Perhaps ... i was not a good friend at all... maybe i should have faught 4 their love and friendship... even if they gave up on me ?
Oh well... whatever... nevermind ...